Even though I mentioned many times I am not a writer, I have to admit that the more I do it the more I am starting to like it, specially during these times where I am starting to feel desperate, crazy, and angry; it really helps to let it all out. I am still looking for an effective way of solving my case which so far hasn't give me any concrete results. Yes... got the extension, but these month by month extensions are not only not helping, but are attempting to mess with my positive personality which is something I can't allow. Bob Marley is helping a lot right now to deal with the anger, but I think is time that I start doing things like two new friends of mine suggested a long time ago; on the ground, on the ground and on the ground.
Even though I am not someone that never gives up, I am starting to give up on the political strategist way of doing things. I am getting to the point where I don't know what else to do. I think I have done what I wanted to do and more, and still the people who can help me are not responding to give me that break that I greatly need.
I am going to need a 30 minute session of yoga, deep breathing, and repeating myself million of times "To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind"; oh yes and a crazy work out until I can't no longer move.
Anyhow for anyone reading this, I thank you for your support so far. These are tough times but I am learning a lot, specially how to control myself and keep moving from this non-sense that is happening to me right now.
Alonso Chehade